NaNoWrimo Day 2

In today’s vlog, (which was filmed yesterday on day 2 of NaNo but goes up today on day 3 of NaNo. That makes my eyes cross a bit when I think about it) I continue on my 2021 Nano Journey, hit delirious levels of tired and mildly resent yoga..

I’m on the YouTubes

So this year I had decided I wanted to start creating video content for YouTube but couldn’t quite figure out what to start with or how to start. After much deliberation (for deliberation, please read overthinking to a commical extent) I realised something; NO ONE CARES. I don’t mean this in a self-deprecating way justContinue reading “I’m on the YouTubes”

What the hell is NaNo anyway?

An honest account of my first Nano, on the eve of my second… This time last year I had barely a clue what “NaNoWriMo” was (I think I’d heard about it in passing about ten years ago and laughed at the idea) let alone the “indie writing” community. I certainly didn’t understand the whirlwind IContinue reading ““What the hell is NaNo anyway?“”

How Can I Create with Debilitating Mental Illness?

It’s a big question, it’s a question I found myself typing into google (because if google doesn’t know who does?) about 5/6 years ago in a really dark place of total and utter despair and I mean, end of the line darkness. I had been working on being an actor and performing since I wasContinue reading “How Can I Create with Debilitating Mental Illness?”

When Winter Comes: A Review

One of the things I wanted to when I started this blog, was book reviews, it has taken me some time to get around to it because… well, I’m me and as I have clearly stated I’m a warming trash can fire on tepid evening. The first book I offer up is the deliciously dark,Continue reading “When Winter Comes: A Review”

Mental Health Judgements and Stigma’s that I have experienced –

Part 1 “You Talk Too Much” A few years back my mental health was in an OK spot but I could feel that it was declining and so I decided to go to my GP, I was at the time un-medicated – still having the idea in my head that medication for mental illnesses wasContinue reading “Mental Health Judgements and Stigma’s that I have experienced –”

Tuesday 24th August – 2:30am…

Well, it’s 2:30 am and I am wide-awake which can only mean one thing, my good friend insomnia is back, I didn’t miss her. Today’s been a little weird, it’s been my first full day back at my laptop since having time off and I feel like I just face planted into work and myContinue reading “Tuesday 24th August – 2:30am…”

Previously in the Life of a Mastress…

Ahhhhhh insomnia, thought art a festering boil on the arse of decency. So, I wrote a post on my main blog page a little while ago about the fact that I often feel better the day after an insomniac filled night. I hold with that all though now I know why it’s a little crappy,Continue reading “Previously in the Life of a Mastress…”

Art, Diary, Poems and Housekeeping

This week has been very busy and at times my brain has been making me revisit old trauma’s and my EID (Emotional Intensity Disorder) has also been having a lot of fun with my tear ducts – none of this is said to garner any other reaction than (hopefully) an understanding that this week’s postContinue reading “Art, Diary, Poems and Housekeeping”